|A commission from the Starbound forums. Sadamune Gray is the main character of an ongoing story here: community.playstarbound.com/th…|
it's been a while.why do you love him?it's been a while. by Whyles
he only cares about your chest
when there's nothing covering it
and when it's pressed against his,
not when it's beating
beneath your shirt and cotton
shaking your frame
and almost cracking ribs.
he only needs you
when you don't want to be around him
because you know you aren't supposed to cry
or think something for yourself;
he makes you love him,
and disguised that bruise he left
on your jaw
by putting a hickey on your throat,
where his fingerprints will be one day
if you don't get out.
i wish i could do more
than beg you to leave
and nurse your wounds with red wine
and cheap poetry.
i'll watch any movie you want
and tell you rimbaud wrote his poems for you;
my soul is always open
when you need me,
and my shoulder is a bit too boney
to be a comfortable place to rest your head,
but it's here
if you need it, if you need to cry
you deserve better
and it hurts me that you don't see that.
i love you,
but you deserve bette
anything.i talk about youanything. by Whyles
to every person i meet
they don't know you
and i can tell them anything.
i can be honest about the severity of the fire
in your eyes
or i could lie and say you love me
i could say you bought me roses
and wrote poems about me
i could say you hold me
while i cry
and send me texts every morning
asking how i slept
even though you know i didn't sleep at all
because we were talking on the phone
about the universe and van gogh
at 2 am.
or i could even say that i don't love you.
i could say you love me like crazy,
but i don't love you back,
that you're the one existing with each separate pulse
of a broken heart
and that i get a good night's sleep
not worrying at all.
but i don't.
instead i show them the blood
on my shirt
from where my skin is drenched
from erratic and choppy heartbeats
that stutter and cut
when you look at me
or when i hear your voice
talking somewhere away.
i could lie to these people
because they don't know you
and they don't know me,
The name is Kaiachi, and art is my passion. I am 23 years old and have drawn with pencil, pen and paper for most of my years...until I got a digital media tablet. |
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